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星期三（假期）

2011-08-18T03:47:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :> 今天是Selangor假期。一个人驾车去Cheras吃午餐，途中还昏昏欲睡，因为昨晚一整晚都没睡。点餐后，原本还窃喜可以一个人霸完整间餐厅，听着很relax的音乐，安安静静地享受假日午餐。忽然有两个cinapek的uncle走进来，讲话大声，还一直敲桌子。什么mood都没了。吃完后，便去Sunway Pyramid找惠恩，陪她吃饭。过后因为太睏了，所以一回到家就直接睡到半夜十二点半。哈哈。。一个假期就这样完了。该把心情收拾一下了。

I had a great life

2011-06-01T19:50:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>I had a great life.I didn't have a job, but my full time freelance income is pretty stable and more than enough to survive.I didn't own a car, but there's always someone who could drive me.I had a bf, although he can't satisfy my romantic needs, but he never cheated on me, yet, his parents love me like their own daughter.I have family who is understanding and never give up on me,

Cried on CNY

2011-02-03T13:05:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>It has been a year since we broke up. Don't you just hate packing up your stuff and saw something you hid and wish you'd never see it again? I saw my closed photo frame with photo of me and him. I closed it back and left it at a side. I don't want to see it yet I can't throw it away. After awhile, I clean up my desktop, copying the cluttered folders and files on the desktop to the

I miss old days

2010-10-18T06:08:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>it has been half year since that day. i've never seen you since then. i know u've moved on and i shouldn't have even care about it. and im sure u don't even miss the days we have been tru together.it's really like a smack in my head and woke up and wondering what happened. things that we used to do together suddenly nvr happen again. i always thought that i'm reaching the ending

Random

2010-10-07T02:16:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>I'm listening Jaycee Fong's Liang Ge Ren (2 person), super emo song. argh.Maybe I don't know how to live with another half of me. No matter how much I desperate for hugs, caring or love.My path is a one-way-street and I can't turn back anymore. I miss, i do miss, miss everything in the past. A smile or laughter would satisfy me.It's not that I get emo everytime I drank. It's just

The loneliness of single life

2010-09-13T01:46:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>Honestly I had never been single since...Form 2.And it's my first time being so 'free' since started working.Kinda depressed. I used to have his companion.I tried to enjoy being alone,but I still wish to have someone to share my joy and tears with.Wholly I tried to give my true heart away,but everybody starts to tear it off now..as if it doesn't cost a thing.So stupid. I started

Stalker

2010-09-05T02:45:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>I should stop stalking.There's enough evidence of him dating her.Why am I reading other ppl's love story?Tell me what so bad about me and what I've done wrong.I'm not being confident but I usually could judge myself.I didn't dare to face him last night.I tried to avoid unneeded complicated atmosphere.Afraid that I couldn't help myself and fall again.But it's clear enough.He is a

In a fight

2010-09-03T01:28:00.004+08:00

Today's mood :>Nobody can give u true happiness but yourself.A person who can make u laugh is the person who can make u cry too.My friend said,it's just that I haven't found the right person to love and be loved.I love this line.I know u'r bored with this miserable side of me.Whom u tried so hard to save from depression,yet I fell again.Please forgive me,and don't give up on me yet.I might not be

Is it just me?

2010-09-01T04:13:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>Clock's ticking...I don't know if his FB status are referring me. my heart goes 50/50.I hope yes, maybe no.Why can't we talk over it?Why can't we talk?Why can't we?Phone's not ringing...I've been waiting for months to hear my phone ringing that special ringtone.I hope yes, right now.Who is the one you can give your heart to?Who is the one you can live without?Who is the one you can

The Closest Stranger

2010-08-30T00:23:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>I tot it has been too long that we didn't meet each other,that's why we become the closest stranger to each other.But now it doesn't seem like that anymore.It became totally stranger.I don't know u anymore..the distance between our heart is further than the milky way.I can't sense u.I can't remember ur voice.I can't recall the feeling i felt with u.I can't imagine how we hugged and

I don't know why

2010-08-29T02:57:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>Damn.I can't sleep. Let's give it an excuse, i took afternoon nap at 5pm.i dunno why i like to live my life like a math question.we don't really need an answer to everything i guess.we don't need to know everything.all we need is just to make ourselves happy without making others suffer.what's going on with u?what's going on with me?what's going on with us?what's going on with this

Interviews

2010-04-26T16:02:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>I'm looking for job, so I applied 3 jobs in JobStreet. 2 replied. And both interviewed on last Thursday. 1 is walk-in interview, another 1 is phone interview.Interview #1I reached there half an hour earlier than appointed time. So I filled up the application form and then waited for about 15 mins for the interviewer to come in office and interview me. While I was waiting, I looked

I'm single

2010-04-06T18:58:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>Ok. This is no April Fool's joke. Serious.R.I.P(1 Jan 2007 - 5 April 2010)

Nocturnes 夜曲

2010-03-23T01:37:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>I actually like to listen to nocturnes.. especially when im alone or at night.. it makes me feel calm.. very hard to describe.. something like floating in the sky of stars.. freedom and peace..hmm.. listen to the video below then u get what i mean..

Down

2010-03-03T01:49:00.004+08:00

Today's mood :>Hey. Someone asked for my blog URL, so I better post something XPI'm not in the mood these days. Erm.. Lost a friend. NO, he's still alive! Just realized that he removed me as friend in FB. I know it's small stuff, nothing important though. I just wonder why ler.. becuz i didnt comment on his posts? Or i'm just not having enough value to stay in his friend list? I didn't click "Add

Inspired

2010-02-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>LOL why i suddenly blog, cuz today i watched TVIQ (yeah, small kid channel), The English Room, it was about blogging.. so er.. just some random update! mwuahaha.. if you ever wonder where had i been and how am i after quitting my job in august, here it is!Since i quit my job in August 2009, im now a fulltime freelancer doing web designs. not fulltime housewife, i still do work to

My cousin

2009-09-02T02:07:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>上个星期四，是我在Uno最后一天上班。放工后大伙一起吃韩国BBQ。吃后大家都纷纷回家去。当我在去停车场的路上，无意间看见我的表姐和她的男友在咖啡厅里。我已经快2年没见过她了。两年前，我听说她与她妈不合，所以搬出去住了。我实在非常高兴遇见她，没想太多就过去哈啦了。她和她的男友都比以前胖多了，那该证明了生活居住饮食良好。大家都问同一个超常用的开场白-"几时结婚啊？"哈哈。。聊呀聊的，竟然提起4年前发生的事件。她很惊讶我隐瞒了她，如果我有找她谈至少能让她能安慰我。。我怎能说得出口呢。。至今我还再想，如果当初的决定是相反的话，结局也会不一样吗？是不是后悔了呢？其实也没有后悔当初的决定，毕竟那不是我一个人能决定得了。。只不过，那阴影和因果总让我心疼，想找他哭诉一切。。我们总是没把事情说清楚。他从来不提，我却不敢过问。他心底其实到底有没有丁点不舍？

Am I a bad daughter?

2009-08-10T15:15:00.004+08:00

Today's mood :>I already moved out from my family's house for almost 3 years. I go back like once or twice a month. No, it's not far from the place im staying now, around 20 mins drive. Now I dun feel like moving back honestly. I'm wondering am i really the worst daughter in the world..my mom always call me. It sounds good, but the fact is she just ask money from me. YES, I know, as a son or

It's just me

2009-08-06T19:19:00.005+08:00

Today's mood :>Make your own cloud tag at - www.wordle.net

2 + 2 (unexpected) Leave Taken in June 2009

2009-07-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>olaa... let's update u about my June 2009 before the July ended.. LOL.. last month was super 'exciting' in a way that most of the things are unexpected.. lets start.12 June 2009 (Fri)I drove to work as usual, while I stopped near Jalan Kuchai Lama waiting traffic light to turn into Jalan Klang Lama, I heard some 'PAKKK' sound loudly on my left. I turned n saw my left passenger

Spending Spree

2009-04-19T18:38:00.005+08:00

Today's mood :>Yesterday, Mr Ho was going to meet with his client in Time Square. I followed him and he 'ABANDONED' me in Time Square as he had to go for his uni's alumni dinner thingy. I called up my fren, teng, to drop by and teman me shopping. But she said she is going to reach around 8pm when i called her at 6pm. sobz.. so I went Borders and rounded the craft and magazine sections. I just

Where does 'Elvie' come from?

2009-03-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>Andrew asked me, "how do you get ur name?" Below is my answer.First of all, I don't want a common name.Second, I wanted to have an 'E' on the beginning and an 'E' at the endThird, I wanted to have a 'V' in it but I don't want a name like 'Eve'Forth, I wanted my name to b easy to pronounce / have a shortcutFifth, I don't like 'Vy' as V. so I took 'Vie'Sixth, To have shortcut in my

帶我走-楊丞琳

2009-02-09T04:37:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>帶我走-楊丞琳填詞:蘇打綠每次我總一個人走交叉路口自己生活這次你卻說帶我走某個角落就你和我像土壤抓緊花的迷惑像天空纏綿雨的洶湧在你的身後計算的步伐每個背影每個場景都有發過的夢帶我走到遙遠的以後帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫我不怕帶我走每次我總獨自遠走保持沉默不皺眉頭這次你卻說一起走如此溫柔從此以後像土壤抓緊花的迷惑像天空纏綿雨的洶湧在你的身後計算的步伐每個背影每個場景都有發過的夢帶我走到遙遠的以後帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫我不怕帶我走白茫留過漆黑盡頭潮汐襲來浪花顫動停在海岸結成了沫哦～成爲朝向草原其中又在傳來一滴彩虹刻在心中拍打著脈搏帶我走到遙遠的以後帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫我不怕帶我走帶我走就算我的愛

给五月天的信

2009-01-14T11:29:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>我不是疯狂收集专辑的人，也没有上网抓歌的人，却是超爱听音乐的人，也只爱听自己喜欢的音乐。在收音机听过＂你不是真正的快乐＂后，就有股冲动想买下那首歌。结果，没有遗憾了，没有后悔了。这张专辑确实是非常值得收藏的。五月天给我背后的回忆他和他的朋友都爱听五月天的歌。＂神的孩子都在跳舞＂是我将口袋挖空去买的专辑，送给他。不是什么特别的节日，只是想给个惊喜。现在都不知道丢到哪里了。忽然，五月天在马来西亚开演唱会，说好大家一起去看的。我偷偷去买了门票。第一次看演唱会的我，不知道什么是＂ROCKZONE＂，所以买了２张远处观望的票（比较便宜啊）。想给的惊喜却换来臭脸。都是自己笨。真希望有一天能站在五月天面前看他们的表演。五月天给我的感觉是很朴素的，很贴切的。每一首歌都能让每一个人联想到自己。＂你不是真正的快乐＂专辑的概念是我最感到景仰的。专辑就应该有专辑本身概念的次序。＂

2009-01-12T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>is he changed, or am I extremely LOA?nobody can tell me, he never comfort me..or is everything happen too fast? heat up too fast, cool down also fast..I have no idea, Feng. whether I want to b with a person that love me or a person that can b by my side.why can't I have both? haha. maybe that's why, I be with a person that accompany me so that person doesn't love me.but, what is

傻瓜

2009-01-10T00:43:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>我只是被利用的傻瓜而已。这样自负的话，是不会得到幸福的。

如煙 - 五月天

2009-01-05T17:59:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>詞/阿信　曲/石頭我坐在床前　望著窗外　回憶滿天生命是華麗錯覺　時間是賊　偷走一切七歲的那一年　抓住那隻蟬　以為能抓住夏天十七歲的那年　吻過他的臉　就以為和他能永遠有沒有那麼一種永遠　永遠不改變擁抱過的美麗都　再也不破碎讓險峻歲月不能在臉上撒野　讓生離和死別都遙遠有誰能聽見我坐在床前　轉過頭看　誰在沉睡　那一張蒼老的臉好像是我　緊閉雙眼曾經是愛我的　和我深愛的　都圍繞在我身邊帶不走的那些　遺憾和眷戀　都化成最後一滴淚有沒有那麼一滴眼淚　能洗掉後悔　化成大雨降落在　回不去的街再給我一次機會　將故事改寫　還欠了他一生的　一句抱歉有沒有那麼一個世界　永遠不天黑　星星太陽萬物都　聽我的指揮月亮不忙著圓缺　春天不走遠　樹梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉　有誰能聽見耳際　眼前　此生重演　是我來自漆黑而又回歸漆黑　人間　瞬間　天地之間　下次我　又是誰有沒有那麼一朵玫瑰　永遠不凋謝

Heartache

2009-01-04T00:37:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>Just now I had slight heartache again. my heart felt uncomfortable, like a part of yr heart kena korek out. this had been happened to me few years back. I thought maybe I stayed up late for too long. for my case, it's quite noticable as my face will show that I'm suffering. it's not painful, but pressured. Last November, my colleague, andrew told me that he has heartache like me

Quick Update

2008-12-21T21:10:00.017+08:00

Today's mood :>Hola people. Wish u a Merry Christmas & Happy New Year. Been busy with work n events these days (of cuz my newly-learn-crochet too). Eppahed was saved by BigBoss Eppahed. I wonder how did he do that but he just remain his bossy silent face =.=I started to learn crochet from books. My first ever crochet project is...A WristbandThen very quickly I started another project...A Lens

Eppahed pee

2008-11-01T14:27:00.005+08:00

Today's mood :>Well if you wonder why Eppahed missing lately.. it's bcus that...HE HAS BEEN KIDNAPPEDThe kidnapper asked for RM1,000Please help me to rescue him..Donate me some money..No! DO NOT CALL THE POLICE! else the kidnapper will shoot him in the head..(And the police will kill me for making fun of this :P)

Happy Halloween

2008-11-01T03:14:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :>Eppahed coming up next. Stay tune.

One Look At The Back

2008-10-30T22:07:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>I came back from work and started surfing net cuz Mr Ho still sleeping / "resting". And I just visit friendster (I seldom check it). Upload new photos and had a chance to see from the first pic till recently......I can't help but I think the past is happier than now. Maybe I only take pics when I'm having fun. So what i looked back is only Happiness. Isn't that a good practice? I

Documentary for my 2008 birthday

2008-10-23T04:50:00.006+08:00

Today's mood :>Well if you don't know, yesterday was my birthday. So this is a documentary for my birthday this year as I always forget what I did last birthday. Lol. *ps : I'm using iPod touch to blog this so no photos yet.*21 Oct 08 (Tue)Went to work as usual of cuz not forgetting to Remind my colleagues that tomorrow is my birthday. hehe. when i reached Mr Ho's house, he just came back with

Unusual but LOL

2008-10-17T14:23:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>Okay I'm in office so i gotta make this fast.I got 2 colleagues n 1 boss in my office. 1 is going out lunch with her fren, 1 is coming in after lunch and the boss is going somewhere. So I'm left alone to have my lonely lunch time.I walked to the nearby mamak, and on the way, there's a guy in his 30s bumped into me and said "Zhou Meh Lei Gam Leng Geh? Lei Giu Mat Yeh Meng A?" (in

TAGGED

2008-10-05T22:11:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>Ok, thanks to Anna for the super long tag so that I can update my blog without Eppahed~ whee~~THE SELF[01] Name: Elvie[02] Nickname: "ah v","ah vie","chairgirl","miss goh","darling","doraevie",...[03] Married: not yet[04] Zodiac Sign: Libra[05] Gender: Female[06] Age: 22yr11mth13days[07] High School: SMK Sri Sentosa[08] College: The One Academy[09] Height: 160+cm??[10] Weight:

Boobies Opps

2008-09-29T15:14:00.006+08:00

Today's mood :>So these days I got knitting fever. Let's see how serious I've got.I went to Amcorp Mall cuz Mr. Ho wanted to go the Automotive Photoshooting session by Alphanatics. And as you guys know, I don't own a Sony camera, so I can't go with him. But I tried my best to enjoy my lonely time in Amcorp Mall. Heehee.Too enjoyed until I bought 5 knitting books and 1 ifeel magazine.I seriously

Stucked!

2008-09-25T21:33:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>I've spent around 4-5 hours for this leg warmer.. I guess i chose the wrong yarn, too thick! ><" sobz sobz.. yeah yeah, take it if u can wear :P short leg Eppahed!

Expensive Hobbies

2008-09-22T10:18:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>*sigh* the older u get, the more expensive toys u play.. (free)when i was young (around 10 yrs old) i collected stamps..from the envelopes in my house. yeah those common 1..from malaysia somemore. lol.(free)Around 12 years old, I started to collect boxes.. all kinds of boxes! even the hollick candy box! duh! I was thinking maybe one day I need those boxes.. for example, gift

I heart Michael Scofield

2008-09-16T09:02:00.006+08:00

Today's mood :>Don't tell me u dunno who's Michael Scofield.. he's the sexiest geek I've ever seen...although he's actually Wentworth Miller's body, hahahaha. I found this on the internet.. OMG sexy betul! ><"Yeah yeah, u probably see me post in ShoutOut and Plurk Plurk.. I just can't get rid of this ler.. he's just simply 'delicious'~ ohohoho..So I got this..the 12" figure of Michael Scofield..

My knit works

2008-09-12T22:12:00.013+08:00

Today's mood :>hihi~ can't believe i knit leh? yeap, i just took up knitting like...3 years ago. This was my first knitting hat =.=||| lolx check out my RM99 logitech webcam's quality.. okok i shouldnt compare webcam with DSLR :P I gave this hat to somebody already. I think he dun even know where did he keep it..i just finished this today.. some kinda container.. the cap looks sucks.. argh! But

i'm so tired

2008-09-02T19:58:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>Sorry everybody who's waiting for my bikini photos! hahaha.. sooner or later i'll update my Bali trip again.. it's just that......NOW YOU KNOW why am i so tired...... sigh!

Bali - Day 3

2008-08-18T17:15:00.012+08:00

Today's mood :>8th August 2008 (Beijing Olympics!)This day is a relax day in Bali, meaning just walk around Kuta. In the morning, we went down to the reception and..Dunno where the guy has gone... after a few minutes, we saw him n ordered our breakfast..A toast with banana as filling, coffee OR tea.. I'll eat u up later Eppahed.. :PThen while we were walking to the beach to surf, we bumped into a

Bali - Day 2

2008-08-16T11:27:00.013+08:00

Today's mood :>7th August 2008After we ate some breakfast (honey pancake & boil egg toast) at that "luxury" hotel, we tried to negotiate with the receptionist whether it can be cheaper if we stay for 4 coming nights. They gave us their "best price" RP175k/night (around RM60). We think that we still can get cheaper so went to other hotels to ask. Of cuz those real luxury hotel are more expensive

Bali - Day 1

2008-08-14T18:47:00.010+08:00

Today's mood :>*p/s: This is the 100th post of this blog :D something to celebrate, ya? 6th August 2008David Lee sent us to KL Sentral to get SkyBus to LCCT. We had our lunch at McD before boarding the bus @ 2pm. There's a uncle sit beside me in the bus keep burping.. -.-||| My flight was 4:45pm, so I still got lot of time hanging around LCCT. And I didn't forget to bring this fella along...

Coco Wang

2008-07-26T14:28:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>Coco Wang is a cute girl studying in England and she's a comic artist :D Okay what I want to talk bout is her comic tribute to China 512 Earthquake. This is one of the comic episode ya, I think she wont mind if I put here :X That's my favorite among all of her earthquake strips. And do see her "studying in England" blog after the earthquake strip.. it'll make u feel better.. lol..

PhotoHunter : KM 50mm/f1.7

2008-07-23T17:44:00.004+08:00

Today's mood :>FoodLightPlantsBlack & White

Say "hi" to new lens

2008-07-23T17:11:00.012+08:00

Today's mood :>Hey, I've been busy with something (er... even myself don't know why and what am i busy about).. okok, it's an excuse for not updating my blog, happy? hmm.. let's talk about last Sunday, shall we? (#%&!*#$%@#$! this is my blog! i decide, ok! :P)Not long ago, Mr. Ho has got his 'new' lens (the lens is actually same age with me, ahemz..) it's a Konica Minolta 50mm/f1.7. im not into

Introduction of Eppahed

2008-07-16T23:31:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>IF you wonder who's that fella always appear in my photo recently. HE is Eppahed(Apple head). Yeah is a MALE!! don't ask me why :P i like to kacao ppl's gender.. cannot mer..XD. From now on, I'm gonna put him into all my photos in this blog to represent me. ^^Where does he come from?Well, he originated from a company called ActionCity and he walked to my house, asked me to adopt

Bengkak Eye

2008-07-15T12:29:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>*Bengkak = swollen*Few days ago, i felt slight pain when i blink my eye. it feels like eyelash dropped into ur eye. I can see my eye reddish at the tip of my eye. Yesterday, it bengkak a little bit like pimple or mosquito bite. Today, IT'S WORSE! It bengkak until my half eye close. And I forgot to say, it's my left eye. I didnt go help my brother today. I feel terribly moody.

Jamming : Part I

2008-07-14T10:58:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>Last Saturday, Mr Ho and I went to jamming in his friend's house. (yeah in a house =.=" no money rent studio :P) We used to jam during the Saturdays, sometimes canceled cuz some of us not free. Ok, let's introduce our band members.. (LoLx, are we a band yet?) We got Aaron as drummer, Azzahir as guitarist, Mr. Ho as bassist and me as *ahems* lousy vocalist. Basically they are close

Gelato Outing?

2008-07-11T23:48:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>After helping out my brother's chicken rice stall this afternoon, I drove to Mid Valley for gym. It's really not pleasant to go in Mid Valley car park. I drove in Entrance for Zone C, I used to park at P2, I read the board : P1 Full, P2 48 Bays. BUT, P2 is closed. I'm forced to go P1, after took my parking ticket, JAM! geesh, so I took the other direction but still, JAM!

My Current Addiction

2008-07-09T18:01:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>yay~ today i want to present to u my 2 favorite addictions recently.. *tadaaaaa*EAT >> nutella is found when i got mini pretzels to eat, but mini pretzels are too dry.. so Mr. Ho suggested dip with nutella.. n since then im in love with nutella.. i used to love Ferrero Rocher alot too.. but so expensive T^T only can eat when my kaima buy for me during chinese new year..sad...so

Why am I still jobless?

2008-07-08T23:25:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>Hi, today is my 38th day jobless. In case you didn't know, I STILL not yet started finding job.. haha.. so, this post is about "WHY AM I STILL JOBLESS"..*Note : i'm not blaming anybody on this post okay.. my intention is just to update ppl who wonder why / care bout me for not having a job yet..This is my 1-day routine after im jobless.. XDXX00 - 1130 : sleeping..zzzz1131 - 1150 :

SOBadge v.2 result

2008-07-08T01:23:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>Yeah! The voting for SOBadge v.2 has ended. Here's the result of the votings. Mostly chose #2 and #8. I hereby wanna thanks all shouters who took part in votings. May God bless u. HAHAHAHAHAH! giler edi me.. So, now what should i do ar, Lasker?

Braided

2008-07-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>This is how i'll look like if i braid my hair...Ok this photo is half year ago.. simply update blog oni.. :Dhave fun criticizing me..kakakka maybe next time i'll post my dreadlock photo! :P

Sex Toy

2008-07-01T00:42:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>"Am I sex toy?"Yeah, i've asked this question quite a few times before. Am I worry too much? Or there's something not right on another half? It's not wrong, it's just weird n doesn't sound right.. i know. but should I adjust myself to fit into it? I've tried to sort this out, but no, nobody can change his life! u get what i mean? I know, every man loves pretty, sexy n smoking hot

XXII

2008-06-27T10:10:00.004+08:00

Today's mood :>Hello, long time no see. haha.. i've been busy 'goyang kaki' at home.. :P no lar, in fact, my bro opened a new chicken rice stall @ Old Klang Road.. so I have to help him out there.. then erm, today is FRIDAY! i know most of u are very happy, so do i :D TODAY, Mr. Ho is going to see his new tattoo on his arm (if he satisfy with the design).. well, im the one who did that design but

Sony Alpha A200

2008-06-06T16:08:00.010+08:00

Today's mood :>Ok, this post is gonna be very long.. u can just scan tru the photos, i wont blame u.. haha :D yesterday, i went to my Ex-office to collect my salary, then Mr. Ho called me n asked me if i can go collect the camera from his fren who's working in Sony at The Curve. But i have to pay for it first.. so I went to the atm n toot money.. the atm withdraw limit is RM1500 nia.. i toot the

US Army Special Force Sniper

2008-06-05T23:38:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>u know, now im not working liao ah, should have alot free time 1.. but actually i still find myself very busy go here n there @@..especially these 2 days @@, so today this post is to blog about few days ago geh.. emm.. i had some photo shooting on the new toy of Mr. Ho's collection. ><||| he just bought a 12-inch-figure of US army special force sniper.. reminds me of CS... :whee: i

My last day of work

2008-06-01T19:14:00.005+08:00

Today's mood :>Last Friday (2 days ago), was my last day in my "PREVIOUS" company..hohoho.. swt.. should i sound happy ler? okok, i just simply type lah what happened that day.. :P soooo, ermm everybody 'congrate' me on ShoutOut..colleagues pulak say "hai tiao..." (created by the intern, not sure what it means but he always say that ><|||) it's something like "cham loh..." like that ..ahahha..

A Piece of Love

2008-05-29T01:04:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>I was lepaking in the Rock Corner, then i heard they were playing "Close to you". Then the next song (forgot what song liao) i like also! so ask Mr. Ho help me to download lah :heehee: but hor, as usual lar he din download for me =.= then after few days, he said since im so good girl (i helped him to fix his dreadlock) so he'll gimme a surprise. (Note: he told me this a day before)

Freedom

2008-05-26T00:21:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>I beg Mr. Ho to buy me Freedom Gundam for RM90 cuz last time hor, I helped him fix the big 1..later got photo of the big 1..^_^The box >>Contents >>I like this kinda composition..spacious abit..the saber no light de la.. added effect on photoshop :Dneh that's the big 1.. my one is smaller 1.. :)Front >>Back >>Guardian Angel? haha.. again playing with photoshop ><"Do you like it? I

Nightlife

2008-05-19T00:28:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>Last night went to Ruums, no no, not disco or techno music, it's local music event..u can also call it "gig" (not gigabyte lar..=.=|||)..It's a web launch of undergroundo.tv. Snaps some photo of cuz, but these are the "unrevealed" shots from those shown in lifeinkl.com. haha..The night view from Ruums which can see the KL Tower :)Dining..The evil me again :Pokay, bout the launch,

Lego #6212 Star Wars X-Wing

2008-05-17T02:35:00.004+08:00

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On My Way Home

2008-05-17T00:06:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>Today, as normal, 7pm after work, on the way driving to Mid Valley, I saw a Kenari on the other direction stopped on the road side and a young man talking to an old malay man. At first I thought that the young man is asking for direction but then, I saw the old man keep on waving hand. I wonder what happen.. then the young man stood there for awhile, then get back to his kenari..

Shuttle Speed

2008-05-16T00:11:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>Basically other than photos, i dunno what to put in the blog. haha.. since everybody is updating blog then i just follow trend lah :POk, bout this photo, taken on a fine night riding in Mini Cooper heading to Laundry bar for the Moonshine event. Not gonna post those photos of Moonshine here as they're already in HERE. Reza (the organizer of Moonshine) even dropped a comment there!

L again..

2008-05-10T16:39:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>Just can't help taking photo of those cute face expressions. :DToo bad it only comes with 1 hair, so i setup the camera on my laptop and clear up the table.. then slowly adjust the placement of my L, of course change the faces and changed 1 hand with the hp and also the chair..For sure it won't come out same lighting and I ter-moved the camera abit >

L-nendoriod!!!

2008-05-04T03:19:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>My L finally restock already!!! sooooo happy!~ Before openAfter openAfter that of cuz must pose pose lar~hahahaha very cute ah~~~ :kiss:Today is also anna's and dafuni's (Daphne) birthday, celebrating in Chilis. I met a lot new faces / shouters. Actually, in fact, I'm still a newbie lar. hehe..took a lot photos. Those flash light like shooting those celebrities on the "Xing Guang

I love myself

2008-04-30T10:02:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>Last sunday I went to see Peterpan concert. Hujan also got perform there! Ya, Hujan just came back from UK. Don't say that they're lousy just because they're Malay band. If you got a band, ask yourself if you can do better than them! Fine.. too bad Peterpan didn't perform my favourite song ah~ "Bintang di surga".. haha..Camwhore sikit..

1 Litre of Tears

2008-04-27T16:56:00.005+08:00

Today's mood :>I had watched this drama few years ago, this story is not made, it's based on a real story. If you haven't seen it, the plot is about a 15-yr-old Japanese girl got a disease called Spinocerebellar Atrophy but lived happily until she passed away peacefully at the age of 25. This disease still doesn't have any cure and the cause is still unknown. If you think that this drama is just

Back on the moonlight Part. 2

2008-04-25T02:31:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>它奔向夜空， She runs toward the night sky,我看着它背着月光的影子化成了回忆； I watch her shadow behind the moonlight turns into memories;它没说再见，She didn't say good-bye,心中有很多画面还来不及拍成一出戏；A lot of scenes in my heart still not yet make into a movie;我凝望夜空，I stare into the night sky,听见月光告诉我它的离开不会是问题；I heard moonlight tells me that her disappearance won't be a problem;我没说再见，I didn't say good-bye,

Back on the moonlight Part. 1

2008-04-25T02:22:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>When I back to home from work, look at the clock, it's almost 11pm. Not yet shower, eyes half open / closed, my brain like don't let me fall asleep. Somehow can feel my heart feeling a bit heavy, plug in my ear with Jay Chou's "Qing Hua Ci". In this long long night, I feel like im waiting for something. Is the environment affected me, or I made the environment looks like how I

Delete

2008-04-17T11:36:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>I think i gotta back-up some of my memories into this post. So that I can delete it for now and leave it in some space I won't need to see. Here goes the story.First of all, I wish to thank him for giving me those sweet memories although it didn't end up well. No worries, this story is very short and simple. ^^Wait, I guess I shouldn't post here. Ah... I'll just write it on my real

Ignorance

2008-04-16T10:41:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>It's not about being busybody, but sometimes you need to ignore certain annoying people. Maybe I'm one of those people, I never wish to be neglected / avoided. But since someone tried to ignore me, i would love to ignore him too. He doesn't care how I feel then I wouldn't need to care bout him also lah. hmmm.. see later need to add on anot.. ><|||

Speedtest

2008-04-08T10:27:00.003+08:00

Today's mood :>81 wordsSpeedtest

Qing Ming

2008-04-06T10:07:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>It's Qing Ming again. This year abit different, less car than past years. Surprisingly able to park in front of the door! As usual, sure got people couldn't come to clean up the grave because of OT last night. But I've never missed every year. 365 days in a year, only 3 hours you're asked to clean up the grave, I suppose it's not taking a lot of your time. Nvm, everybody got

4 in the morning

2008-04-02T04:20:00.002+08:00

Today's mood :>I'm still in office now, already stopped working. still waiting that lousy suka-suka restart mia computer render that 8 minutes presentation. pray that he wont angry me that i kacau him so late ler..now office left me and anthony la. actually i got no car to go home. also dunno who's coming to pick me up ah~ actually, almost sun rise ler. no need go back also can gua. got no family

Maturity vs Passion

2005-09-21T18:07:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :>when u tend to act cool n analyze things..that's maturity..but do so-called matured ppl look into passion n the energetic side of young ppl?i dun see only bad or good things is both of this vocabulary..how to balance it? u know, balance is always the best in between 2 opposite things.. but it's hard to archieve. im always categorized in the immature child.. bcuz im too emotional, i

3 months

2005-09-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :>What had change in juz 3 months..?many many things..it's starting another semester in my studies..but i failed 3 subjects last semester..family relationship still so so..self attitude problems will nvr be solved..i wish im juz a character in those rpg games..everything is set and dun need to decide things..sometimes i wish im juz a rock..a stone at the road side n nobody will look

rushing rushing ><

2005-06-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :>sigh...actually now im rushing business card project for tmr presentation...juz come here relax relax...whoa...months i didnt post bloggie here...sorry lar..nowadays oso post at msn spaces using chinese :D at least i still remember here lar.. :) sigh....when got time oni update here lar..ja ne

My MSN Space

2005-04-28T01:44:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :>so long didn't post here..hehee..too busy with msn space :P i got a powerbook edi now..need to enhance my skill on many software using mac ler..hrmph..but too bad i dunhaf those software..need to buy..SOBZ..no money edi la..200 bux for the sh*t multimedia authoring's final project resubmission...no more plan for my holiday...althou it's passing fast ler..sigh..need rest ler..jaa...

Morning Birdie..

2005-04-10T10:28:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :>aiya..today's mood not bad lah..okok lah..woke up so early o.O ehehe..like did many things but it's only 10:30am...=.=" althou i got many assignments to rush..my marker visual is going to fail..haha next term's tuition fees is RM7,200..my gosh..really spent lots of my parents' money..dunno when oni can return back to them..my dream guy oso woke up very early today..very rare to see

blurrrr

2005-04-08T08:58:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :>juz woke up...lter 10am have to go tatsun's talk...so lazy...i tot it's already 11am..in my dream..i tot already late..but think of attendance is compulsary..i woke up n c the clock on my hp..it's only 9..so i have to wake up..but dunno y i think of blogging..hohoh..mayb too long din blog gua..last few days rushing digital video..din really catch up with my.....my......my dream guy

sleepless zombie

2005-03-16T03:27:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :>3:27am....still haven sleep oh...figure sketching n marker oso havent touch yet...juz dun wanna sleep lah..dun blame assignments..haha..cuz he's still online oh..juz finished bath? bathed for ages lah~ waited for so long..hrmm...HE? i dunno woh..still wearing the necklace..ah teng asked me y still wearing it ler..erm..i juz answered her i wear for beauty oni..cuz the necklace very

Ecstasy

2005-03-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :>HE..is like an ecstasy..maybe even stronger than ecstasy..he made me fall..made me high..caused me addicted..made me forget who am i..he made me curious to touch him..urmmm...very nice feeling..i guess..that's the only time i can c PERFECT..everything so perfect with him..i know ecstasy is bad for health..haha..but who cares? i feel happy..n that's wat life need to have..let me

2222005

2005-02-22T02:31:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :>hrm..chat with many ppl last nite..i mean few hours ago la..they advised me to find another 1 wo..but i can mer? i dun wanna give up lo..but ppl edi decline me..y i still wan to hold so tight leh..made myself san fu oni..rite? haha..in my heart, he's really the best 1..but y i did such thing to hurt him leh? too much ler me..sigh..these few dayz for me r so plain..so empty..i

Valentine's Day

2005-02-15T10:06:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :>yesterday is valentine's day..im very sad..i dun wanna say that..i know it's my fault..i can really swear in my heart only got feng..last nite..after came back from red box..i felt very very lonely..much much sad..cuz i used to be with him at that time..until 4am only go back home..he paid alot of his freedom to me..i did give out myself too..i did try my best to make him happy

Friends, Family, Lover...

2005-02-10T07:04:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> all about love..i like to be with friends..but i dun wanna leave my lover..but i also can't live without family..that's a human need?? i tot i live for only my dear..but i found out the best love to give out is living happily..when u'r happy with everything dat's the best love u can give to ur loved one..so..relag la..be happier..den everything will work out..+ u!

it's not CNY..

2005-02-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> haihz..almost every year i face this kinda...erm...how to say? situation..which like my own real brother..ahh...i dunno where to start 1st..from start till the end..im not welcomed..im always not invited to their activity..i didnt act 'lan c' if u know me..they juz went genting..me? still at home..writing bloggie..haihz..actually im not desperate wanna go genting..juz feel like..

back from Penang..

2005-02-07T15:05:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> yooo ...im back from Penang already..now my brain n body r feeling uncontrol..especially my mind is very confuse n pening..my heart beat very fast..like getting high jor..i didnt take ecstacy ah..i didnt drink o smoke too..i didnt take drug..LoLx..i juz listen to songs..keng leh? it's good for me to feel like this without taking drugs lo..at least i wont hurt my organs ma..rite?

Entering 116th day..

2005-02-04T05:11:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> today..the 116th..he's going to penang..i'll be going at nite..im not thinking of anything tonite..i mean rite now..maybe he juz gave me a kiss today :) maybe he juz stare at me today...makes me so 'lump'..let me think of everything that happen on the very 1st nite..that nite im kinda blur..maybe im sleepy..haha..but very clearly i know what im doing..i still can remember until

Understood something..

2005-01-30T11:22:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> last nite..i had a talk with him..juz becuz a forwarded sms..saying goodnite to him from his ex gf..i felt jealous..on y is she treating him so good? alrite..it's not only the sms..she gave him alot of stuff from 'speedy' (becuz she works there)..like free gifts n posters..his room is all full of posters..(althou a part of them r bought or stole from shop 1) y is she looking for

Jay Chou~

2005-01-29T06:11:00.000+08:00

'Incomparable'Yeah...i bought a poster >.< there's already 3 jay's poster on my wall..heheh..today's his concert in Malaysia..have fun ya! im not going to the concert cuz my bao bei said it's going to be boring at the concert..so i rather have my sweet time with my bao bei ^.^ ganbate everyone!! q^_^p

O'cha!

2005-01-27T11:43:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> ei...not very long oni ma..4 days oni din post..hahah..ok loh...since my best fren Fish oso blogging..i layan abit..:D O'cha...what's about my title? i juz finished bath ah..used o'cha shower gel..erm..when bathing no smell 1..after bath then very very nice smell ah~~~ u guyz can have a try..ehehe..last few days my class got a very hot topic..it's about my 2 frens broke up..they

Assignments again.....

2005-01-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> let me list down what i have to do in this period...i almost forgot what i have to do..cuz everyday play gunbound until crazy..must put some time on my assignments liao..hehe Online Media - Lab of EmotionsMultimedia Authoring - Malaysian Identity (KL Railway Station)Marker Visual - Semi-finished Marker + 1 set of Figure Sketchingerm.....i think that's all...looks like very lil

Good Mood!

2005-01-21T14:20:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> erm..now im feeling so goooood...no reason..maybe i think through something or what..haha..the last days passed i always in bad mood..n always want HIM to care bout me..i got many demands from him..n he get tired of that..but dunno y..i really dunno y i can feel so good now..maybe i gave a reason to myself..for the reason y am i feeling so bad last dayz..i guess maybe my "aunty"

Meaningless

2005-01-20T11:28:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> 是我们没有了话题，还是到了不必说话也明白的阶段？我两个都不想要。。。 meaning of this sentence is : "Are we don't have any topic to talk about, or already reach the stage which will understand even we don't talk?I don't want both of them... issit abit negative leh? i tried to joke..but he doesnt smile..i tried to talk alot to make him happy a lil bit..but he didn't tend to gimme some response..so i dunwan to talk

Continue...

2005-01-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> college reopen..assignments continue coming..T.T i really wanna try hard on my works ler..although everytime i finish my work last minute..sad to say that...haihz...as a multimedia designer..i should have my own e-portfolio rite? im doing so badly here..wasted my parents money to let me study in such expensive college..feeling so shame to share my ugly artworks.. anyway... try lah

My Bao Bei...

2005-01-06T09:21:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> hmm..let's guess who's my Bao Bei (Honey)..heehee..im so happy that he said he loves me yesterday..woohooo...he used to say that he doesnt need to say "i love u" becuz i will know it if he really loves me..but i explained to him tat if he tells me then i'll have a powerful prove that he REALLY loves me n i can hold that sentence until end of my life..it's really very touching so i

爱的烽火一直燃烧着我的心，使我热得不停呻吟我对他的爱

2004-12-28T17:16:00.000+08:00

Today's mood :> another new nick for my msn... Translation: 爱的烽火一直燃烧着我的心， The fire of love still burning up my heart, 使我热得不停呻吟我对他的爱 makes me hot until non-stop mumbling my love for him this nick i compose for him..dunno he can c o not..wish he can understand why am i doing this..i wish there's an end for the problem between us..can he listen to the mumblings?