Meaningless

Today's mood :>
是我们没有了话题，还是到了不必说话也明白的阶段？我两个都不想要。。。

meaning of this sentence is :
"Are we don't have any topic to talk about, or already reach the stage which will understand even we don't talk?I don't want both of them...

issit abit negative leh? i tried to joke..but he doesnt smile..i tried to talk alot to make him happy a lil bit..but he didn't tend to gimme some response..so i dunwan to talk..i shut my mouth..n stare at him..i dunwan to make myself fall into this..i dunwan to make myself cry..what's changing when time passed? my love? his love? no no no...we really love each other!! then what's the matter? what's the matter....

Continue...

Today's mood :>
college reopen..assignments continue coming..T.T i really wanna try hard on my works ler..although everytime i finish my work last minute..sad to say that...haihz...as a multimedia designer..i should have my own e-portfolio rite? im doing so badly here..wasted my parents money to let me study in such expensive college..feeling so shame to share my ugly artworks.. anyway... try lah! nowadays juz created a forum for my dear classmates..got time den visit lo..empty forum =.=

My Bao Bei...

Today's mood :>
hmm..let's guess who's my Bao Bei (Honey)..heehee..im so happy that he said he loves me yesterday..woohooo...he used to say that he doesnt need to say "i love u" becuz i will know it if he really loves me..but i explained to him tat if he tells me then i'll have a powerful prove that he REALLY loves me n i can hold that sentence until end of my life..it's really very touching so i cried..there's no other "i love u" much real than his 1...ahhhhhh...i love u too my Bao Bei..