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Today's mood :>
Hey. Someone asked for my blog URL, so I better post something XP



I'm not in the mood these days. Erm.. Lost a friend. NO, he's still alive! Just realized that he removed me as friend in FB. I know it's small stuff, nothing important though. I just wonder why ler.. becuz i didnt comment on his posts? Or i'm just not having enough value to stay in his friend list? I didn't click "Add as friend" again. Just let it be ba..

There's always bottom line on everything.
You should care about others more than yourself but not until you hurt your ownself.
You should care about yourself but not until you hurt someone else.
Find the middle line and stick with it.

I wish, Friendship Forever.

ps : i still like choki2, stopped eating it doesnt mean i hate it. *peace*

Inspired

Today's mood :>
LOL why i suddenly blog, cuz today i watched TVIQ (yeah, small kid channel), The English Room, it was about blogging.. so er.. just some random update! mwuahaha.. if you ever wonder where had i been and how am i after quitting my job in august, here it is!

Since i quit my job in August 2009, im now a fulltime freelancer doing web designs. not fulltime housewife, i still do work to earn my own money. sometimes (well, most of the times) i'll be knitting or crocheting something, one after another. I'm kinda into handicraft/handmake stuff, not pro, just interested. so i suddenly bought 2 domains and still not yet design anything yet. those 2 are, meow.com.my and zakka.com.my. NO, don't click on them, still waiting for me to stretch my lazy bones. ><" but do feel free to check out my knitting/crochet works in flickr..

other than staying at home doing basically nothing but surfing net, i do go to gym.. haha.. wth, im gaining weight instead of losing it. my little (too much) tummy just love me so much, it doesnt wanna get off me.. so I'm still the same.. maybe suppers problem.. sigh.

Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Hei Fatt Choy to everybody.. :)

My cousin

Today's mood :>
上个星期四，是我在Uno最后一天上班。放工后大伙一起吃韩国BBQ。吃后大家都纷纷回家去。当我在去停车场的路上，无意间看见我的表姐和她的男友在咖啡厅里。我已经快2年没见过她了。两年前，我听说她与她妈不合，所以搬出去住了。我实在非常高兴遇见她，没想太多就过去哈啦了。她和她的男友都比以前胖多了，那该证明了生活居住饮食良好。大家都问同一个超常用的开场白-"几时结婚啊？"哈哈。。
聊呀聊的，竟然提起4年前发生的事件。她很惊讶我隐瞒了她，如果我有找她谈至少能让她能安慰我。。我怎能说得出口呢。。
至今我还再想，如果当初的决定是相反的话，结局也会不一样吗？是不是后悔了呢？其实也没有后悔当初的决定，毕竟那不是我一个人能决定得了。。只不过，那阴影和因果总让我心疼，想找他哭诉一切。。
我们总是没把事情说清楚。他从来不提，我却不敢过问。他心底其实到底有没有丁点不舍？我是不是只有一个人为那事件哭泣？要怎么做才能完全放下所有？