Monday, September 13, 2010

The loneliness of single life

Today's mood :>

Honestly I had never been single since...Form 2.
And it's my first time being so 'free' since started working.

Kinda depressed. I used to have his companion.
I tried to enjoy being alone,
but I still wish to have someone to share my joy and tears with.

Wholly I tried to give my true heart away,
but everybody starts to tear it off if it doesn't cost a thing.

So stupid. I started evaluate myself. Foolish dumb.
I looked so high on myself,
but nobody thought like what I think of myself.

This is the truth.
I thought I'm trustworthy, but in fact, nobody trust me.
I thought I'm a good girlfriend, but in fact, my ex doesn't feel the same.
I thought I could be a soulmate, but in fact, they never open their hearts for me.

I'm feeling like I'm waiting for something..
but what/who am I waiting for?

God, please tell me, did You make the another half of me?
Or I'm made to be alone and live in my own world?


Anonymous said...

cheersss =)

=/\qUa/ViC= said...
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=/\qUa/ViC= said...

I know you're trying hard to find your another half :) Even if you've found doesn't mean it's good, you need to nurture it to become better then it'll be the best for the rest of your life. In the process in getting better is always the hardest thing, for me... I kinda miss the time of being single, though...

Elvie said...

hmm does that mean that u'r not satisfy with current situation?