Wednesday, January 14, 2009

给五月天的信

Today's mood :>
我不是疯狂收集专辑的人,也没有上网抓歌的人,
却是超爱听音乐的人,也只爱听自己喜欢的音乐。
在收音机听过"你不是真正的快乐"后,就有股冲动想买下那首歌。
结果,没有遗憾了,没有后悔了。
这张专辑确实是非常值得收藏的。

五月天给我背后的回忆
他和他的朋友都爱听五月天的歌。"神的孩子都在跳舞"是我将口袋挖空去买的专辑,送给他。不是什么特别的节日,只是想给个惊喜。现在都不知道丢到哪里了。

忽然,五月天在马来西亚开演唱会,说好大家一起去看的。我偷偷去买了门票。第一次看演唱会的我,不知道什么是"ROCKZONE",所以买了2张远处观望的票(比较便宜啊)。想给的惊喜却换来臭脸。都是自己笨。
真希望有一天能站在五月天面前看他们的表演。

五月天给我的感觉是很朴素的,很贴切的。每一首歌都能让每一个人联想到自己。"你不是真正的快乐"专辑的概念是我最感到景仰的。专辑就应该有专辑本身概念的次序。"笑忘歌"真的让我在哭了11首歌后开始微笑。这专辑实在很完整,也难怪阿信会没有「啊!还有还沒说完的話呢,現在不能死啊~」的感觉。

"如烟"也是一首让我印象深刻的歌。多么重的味道。没有重复的歌词却又带出人生一出戏那么长篇的故事。歌词背后的心酸,"有谁能听见,我不要告别"能让人呐喊心中的不贲。

五月天竟然会让我直觉说,他们不是BOYBAND。不是赚够了钱就拆BAND的,而是以友谊和音乐,不感动全球不罢休的天团。像要世界和平的那种伟大思想。

先停笔了,有空再补充。

Monday, January 12, 2009

Today's mood :>
is he changed, or am I extremely LOA?
nobody can tell me, he never comfort me..or is everything happen too fast? heat up too fast, cool down also fast..
I have no idea, Feng. whether I want to b with a person that love me or a person that can b by my side.
why can't I have both? haha. maybe that's why, I be with a person that accompany me so that person doesn't love me.

but, what is love?

what made me so emo is bcuz I found out that he smsed his exgf who called him yesterday , said that "not good timing. call u tmrw" I confronted him, he said he didn't call her. how can I proof that he did or did not? can I trust him? I know, I already don't trust him first of all.

FireWire said, if u always suffer in a relationship, u better end it before it's too late. But which relationship never has bad times? if I never work hard, I won't learn anything. well he might be the only one who knows that I always try to save my relationship which he thinks it's wasting effort.

"THIS RELATIONSHIP IS NOT ONLY ME!" I always shouted this to him. I know he can never understand. I really am tired of this. I can't give up until I found proof. prove that this relationship has to end, prove that he doesn't love me anymore, prove that I don't love him anymore, prove that this is a dead-end.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

傻瓜

Today's mood :>
我只是被利用的傻瓜而已。这样自负的话,是不会得到幸福的。

Monday, January 05, 2009

如煙 - 五月天

Today's mood :>


詞/阿信 
曲/石頭

我坐在床前 望著窗外 回憶滿天
生命是華麗錯覺 時間是賊 偷走一切
七歲的那一年 抓住那隻蟬 以為能抓住夏天
十七歲的那年 吻過他的臉 就以為和他能永遠

有沒有那麼一種永遠 永遠不改變
擁抱過的美麗都 再也不破碎
讓險峻歲月不能在臉上撒野 讓生離和死別都遙遠
有誰能聽見

我坐在床前 轉過頭看 誰在沉睡 那一張蒼老的臉
好像是我 緊閉雙眼
曾經是愛我的 和我深愛的 都圍繞在我身邊
帶不走的那些 遺憾和眷戀 都化成最後一滴淚

有沒有那麼一滴眼淚 能洗掉後悔 
化成大雨降落在 回不去的街
再給我一次機會 將故事改寫 
還欠了他一生的 一句抱歉

有沒有那麼一個世界 永遠不天黑 
星星太陽萬物都 聽我的指揮
月亮不忙著圓缺 春天不走遠 
樹梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉 有誰能聽見

耳際 眼前 此生重演 是我來自漆黑 而又回歸漆黑 
人間 瞬間 天地之間 下次我 又是誰
有沒有那麼一朵玫瑰 永遠不凋謝 
永遠驕傲和完美 永遠不妥協
為何人生最後會像一張紙屑 還不如一片花瓣曾經鮮豔

有沒有那麼一張書籤 停止那一天 
最單純的笑臉和 最美那一年
書包裡面裝滿了蛋糕和汽水 
雙眼只有無猜和無邪 讓我們無法無天

有沒有那麼一首詩篇 找不到句點 
青春永遠定居在 我們的歲月
男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋 
笑忘人間的苦痛 只有甜美

有沒有那麼一個明天 重頭活一遍 
讓我再次感受曾 揮霍的昨天
無論生存或生活 我都不浪費 不讓故事這麼的後悔

有誰能聽見 我不要告別
我坐在床前 看著指尖 已經如煙

translation :
Chinese Music Blog
Sunset Butterflies

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This album, reminding me that 'I'm no longer a kid'. The title of the album "后。青春期的诗" (direct translate will be "Poem of Post-Puberty") suits all the songs in the album. I like this album especially this song and of course "你不是真的快樂". This is not the first time I buy MayDay's album. For surprises I bought their album n concert tickets. But what in return is not happiness. :(

This is really a good song. A lot of translation can found on the net. I think they want to spread the meaning of this song. "Don't regret when it's too late". Appreciate every day you spent, no matter happy or sad. The lyrics carries heavy and strong regret which can't be turn back anymore. And the rhythm of this song suits the lyrics really well.

If you think people who regrets is stupid, think again. You're just too stubborn to understand, human is made of feelings and emotions.

It seems that the 'poetry' after the puberty are the sad ones, most of them are negative thinking. In the end of the album, the last song "笑忘歌", (seems purposely placed for the last) is to ask you sing along this song. Laugh and Forget. Live with happiness even there's regrets and tears. :) simply amazing.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Heartache

Today's mood :>
Just now I had slight heartache again. my heart felt uncomfortable, like a part of yr heart kena korek out. this had been happened to me few years back. I thought maybe I stayed up late for too long. for my case, it's quite noticable as my face will show that I'm suffering. it's not painful, but pressured.

Last November, my colleague, andrew told me that he has heartache like me too. but his case is much serious as he feels difficult to breath too. so he went to the hospital for a body check-up, no broken ribs -.-||| but he found out that it might be the early sign of heart-attack.

I never do a body check-up before. I think I'll be ok. it always has been like this, I will recover for the time being.
By the way, I think I gave myself too much pressure. I always wanted to be the best gf. I want to own him. I always want to keep track on what he is doing, thinking and feeling. until I loss the time for myself. and restricting him.

I'm such a loser.

is this PMS effect....?