Today's mood :>
我不是疯狂收集专辑的人，也没有上网抓歌的人，
却是超爱听音乐的人，也只爱听自己喜欢的音乐。
在收音机听过＂你不是真正的快乐＂后，就有股冲动想买下那首歌。
结果，没有遗憾了，没有后悔了。
这张专辑确实是非常值得收藏的。
五月天给我背后的回忆
他和他的朋友都爱听五月天的歌。＂神的孩子都在跳舞＂是我将口袋挖空去买的专辑，送给他。不是什么特别的节日，只是想给个惊喜。现在都不知道丢到哪里了。
忽然，五月天在马来西亚开演唱会，说好大家一起去看的。我偷偷去买了门票。第一次看演唱会的我，不知道什么是＂ROCKZONE＂，所以买了２张远处观望的票（比较便宜啊）。想给的惊喜却换来臭脸。都是自己笨。
真希望有一天能站在五月天面前看他们的表演。
五月天给我的感觉是很朴素的，很贴切的。每一首歌都能让每一个人联想到自己。＂你不是真正的快乐＂专辑的概念是我最感到景仰的。专辑就应该有专辑本身概念的次序。＂笑忘歌＂真的让我在哭了１１首歌后开始微笑。这专辑实在很完整，也难怪阿信会没有「啊！还有还沒说完的話呢，現在不能死啊～」的感觉。
＂如烟＂也是一首让我印象深刻的歌。多么重的味道。没有重复的歌词却又带出人生一出戏那么长篇的故事。歌词背后的心酸，＂有谁能听见，我不要告别＂能让人呐喊心中的不贲。
五月天竟然会让我直觉说，他们不是BOYBAND。不是赚够了钱就拆BAND的，而是以友谊和音乐，不感动全球不罢休的天团。像要世界和平的那种伟大思想。
先停笔了，有空再补充。
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
Today's mood :>
is he changed, or am I extremely LOA?
nobody can tell me, he never comfort me..or is everything happen too fast? heat up too fast, cool down also fast..
I have no idea, Feng. whether I want to b with a person that love me or a person that can b by my side.
why can't I have both? haha. maybe that's why, I be with a person that accompany me so that person doesn't love me.
but, what is love?
what made me so emo is bcuz I found out that he smsed his exgf who called him yesterday , said that "not good timing. call u tmrw" I confronted him, he said he didn't call her. how can I proof that he did or did not? can I trust him? I know, I already don't trust him first of all.
FireWire said, if u always suffer in a relationship, u better end it before it's too late. But which relationship never has bad times? if I never work hard, I won't learn anything. well he might be the only one who knows that I always try to save my relationship which he thinks it's wasting effort.
"THIS RELATIONSHIP IS NOT ONLY ME!" I always shouted this to him. I know he can never understand. I really am tired of this. I can't give up until I found proof. prove that this relationship has to end, prove that he doesn't love me anymore, prove that I don't love him anymore, prove that this is a dead-end.
is he changed, or am I extremely LOA?
nobody can tell me, he never comfort me..or is everything happen too fast? heat up too fast, cool down also fast..
I have no idea, Feng. whether I want to b with a person that love me or a person that can b by my side.
why can't I have both? haha. maybe that's why, I be with a person that accompany me so that person doesn't love me.
but, what is love?
what made me so emo is bcuz I found out that he smsed his exgf who called him yesterday , said that "not good timing. call u tmrw" I confronted him, he said he didn't call her. how can I proof that he did or did not? can I trust him? I know, I already don't trust him first of all.
FireWire said, if u always suffer in a relationship, u better end it before it's too late. But which relationship never has bad times? if I never work hard, I won't learn anything. well he might be the only one who knows that I always try to save my relationship which he thinks it's wasting effort.
"THIS RELATIONSHIP IS NOT ONLY ME!" I always shouted this to him. I know he can never understand. I really am tired of this. I can't give up until I found proof. prove that this relationship has to end, prove that he doesn't love me anymore, prove that I don't love him anymore, prove that this is a dead-end.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Heartache
Today's mood :>
Just now I had slight heartache again. my heart felt uncomfortable, like a part of yr heart kena korek out. this had been happened to me few years back. I thought maybe I stayed up late for too long. for my case, it's quite noticable as my face will show that I'm suffering. it's not painful, but pressured.
Last November, my colleague, andrew told me that he has heartache like me too. but his case is much serious as he feels difficult to breath too. so he went to the hospital for a body check-up, no broken ribs -.-||| but he found out that it might be the early sign of heart-attack.
I never do a body check-up before. I think I'll be ok. it always has been like this, I will recover for the time being.
By the way, I think I gave myself too much pressure. I always wanted to be the best gf. I want to own him. I always want to keep track on what he is doing, thinking and feeling. until I loss the time for myself. and restricting him.
I'm such a loser.
is this PMS effect....?
Just now I had slight heartache again. my heart felt uncomfortable, like a part of yr heart kena korek out. this had been happened to me few years back. I thought maybe I stayed up late for too long. for my case, it's quite noticable as my face will show that I'm suffering. it's not painful, but pressured.
Last November, my colleague, andrew told me that he has heartache like me too. but his case is much serious as he feels difficult to breath too. so he went to the hospital for a body check-up, no broken ribs -.-||| but he found out that it might be the early sign of heart-attack.
I never do a body check-up before. I think I'll be ok. it always has been like this, I will recover for the time being.
By the way, I think I gave myself too much pressure. I always wanted to be the best gf. I want to own him. I always want to keep track on what he is doing, thinking and feeling. until I loss the time for myself. and restricting him.
I'm such a loser.
is this PMS effect....?
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