Thursday, October 30, 2008

One Look At The Back

Today's mood :>
I came back from work and started surfing net cuz Mr Ho still sleeping / "resting". And I just visit friendster (I seldom check it). Upload new photos and had a chance to see from the first pic till recently......

I can't help but I think the past is happier than now. Maybe I only take pics when I'm having fun. So what i looked back is only Happiness. Isn't that a good practice? I tried to do the same to my blog, just document the happy moments. But then, blog (for me) is to release something, showoff something. It's my world, my life. So use 'text' to document unhappy memories is a better way. At least sometimes i'm lazy to read :P

Mae plurked "time flies". yeah, if you look back. I looked back, i argued with him always but we still had fun taking pics in a trip, i had to work late but we still had fun having dinner with colleagues. A picture says a thousand words, especially when u have memory in the photo.

I can't wish that time turns back. I honestly can't feel like those days just happened 2 days ago. But I do remember how it feels like, at that time. Nervous, happy, excited, crazy,bla bla bla.. But why.. why do I feel depressed right now? Do I think that last time was happier than right now? Why do i need to compare that? Maybe sometimes later when I look back at this time I am happy..

I know why.. and I know how..
I'm just too hungry (not yet eat dinner) and I just need to eat something then I can concentrate at present time.. R u same with me?

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Documentary for my 2008 birthday

Today's mood :>
Well if you don't know, yesterday was my birthday. So this is a documentary for my birthday this year as I always forget what I did last birthday. Lol. *ps : I'm using iPod touch to blog this so no photos yet.*

21 Oct 08 (Tue)
Went to work as usual of cuz not forgetting to Remind my colleagues that tomorrow is my birthday. hehe. when i reached Mr Ho's house, he just came back with secret recipe's cake saying will count down my birthday tonight . then i had dinner with Mr Ho. He showed me the photos he took in his office and I saw Hannah Tan's photos (5/8) on his office table. I knew this long long time ago, just that i din say anything bout it. But this time I asked "Why do u like Hannah Tan?" he got angry, took away the camera and denied that he likes Hannah Tan. Since then he didnt talk to me the whole night. Oh yes we slept at 9 something. I asked him "r u going to sleep?" he replied "no lar later vicky come collect a cd" ok then 10pm vicky came n went away. he lied back on the bed as me too. but since it's 10pm I don't mind let him rest. but 12am I felt he woke up n c his hp (probably checking time) he lied back to sleep. and then 1.30am I woke him up and talked to him. We argued. I said "if u r not going to celebrate with me then tell me. there's ppl want to celebrate with me." he showed puzzled face. at this point I seriously feel that he didn't make an effort to celebrate with me and he said that he's not in the mood. I looked for the present he said he bought for me. It's a StarWars Yoda Figure. Im not really a fan of Yoda so I gave him and said I don't want it. Im trying so hard to think that he DOES put a little bit of effort but still.. IMO too little as a bf. He said the same old thing, that im trying to monitor his life. he said he doesnt know what and why he need to tell me everything. he said he only tell me things i need to know. and of course i need to know what i need to know. i also want to know what i want to know, thats why i asked! i dont need to know all ur emails and sms but if I asked certain email or SMS, why can't u just tell but feeling I'm monitoring ur life? there's always no solution or conclusion to our "discussion". we end up sleeping.

22 Oct 08 (Wed)
The first ever birthday wish today came from Anna. but if I check the time, Khai Siang is the first cuz he sent in 12 something midnight. ok its not a race so dont mind about it. :P and some fellas i don't really know who wishes me on skype. I went to work as usual but with extremely bad mood. I think it's bcuz he took the yoda n gave me as birthday present. cuz I personally feel that he didn't think what I like for my birthday present. altho I din expect a present and so I should be happy to receive one. but I rather no present than a present that he never think whether I like it or not. a lot bday wishes today. it's much more than any year of my birthday. but none of them is from my family. it's ok cuz my family only remember my birthday in lunar calender. I wish to thank my beloved colleagues sooooo much. they are the one celebrate with me on the actual date of my birthday. And they made it my day today. but if I have time to celebrate with my friends or shouters, they probably will do the same. At first i said want to belanja my colleagues Kenny Roger 1 but they wan to pay themselves. then ok lo.. save some money :P And what happen to my birthday wish? (i only blow candle once today) my boss said "wish the project faster finish" ...stress... i said "wish my salary faster increase"... hahaha he buat tak dengar pulak. so i actually didnt wish for anything hahaha.

after celebrate with my colleagues I went to the gym as Mr Ho said go gym today. yeah I do feel disappointed when he said he's going to gym on my birthday. I met my friend there too. he said he can take me go dinner sin e it's my birthday and he shouldn't see me in gym on my birthday. he said Mr Ho at least can bring me to eat in a better place. But I replied "not everybody knows how to be romantic" Lol. I know Mr Ho can b romantic but maybe not to me. we went back n had dinner. he said eat cake later but we fell asleep after dinner. 12 something I woke him up and asked for blowing candles but he said "coming soon". 3 something I did it again. he said "tomorrow morning first. dun eat cake at night". so... then can't fall asleep n post this.

Tomorrow is not my birthday. Thank you for everything.

23 Oct 08 (Thurs)
He woke me up at 7am with a candle lighted durian cake and sang me happy birthday song. YEAH DURIAN CAKE from secret recipe. I thought he was joking =.= after the song i ate the cake without brushing teeth (shh) then he turned and went online. I went to work as usual then went back home as usual too. nothing much today but the comments on my facebook photo. (as far as i can remember) thanks to people who wish me happy b'lated bday ya. and broke my record of longest comments on a photo..hahaha

24 Oct 08 (Fri)
I went to work as usual again. He arranged a party for me in his house (so dun blame me if i didnt invite u) His friends (i knew them too) came with present and SHANDYYYYY hahaha. There's lots of shandy even until today still couldnt finish. I got a mug from Yoga and Wani :) And I shall thank his mom too for preparing the BBQ session and ICE-CREAM CAKE. whua i tell u the ice-cream cake is so the nice! And yay this is the 3rd and last time to blow my bday candles :) thank you to people who came : Yoga & Wani, Azzahir & Zarina and James. sobz sobz, aaron dun feel bad, next yr we do it again k? XD and thanks for ur wishes on the phone..hehe. Of cuz shouldnt forget to thank the person who arranged this party, Mr Ho. altho i'm still waiting for the 'real' present. I really no interest in the Yoda la. =.=||| U buy KEN even better! i can molest him...hohoho.. Yoda is old d, i duwan molest him.

26 Oct 08 (Sun)
William planned a 'birthday' outing for me but i think most of them dunno bout it. haha. I drove to Sunway and went to the ATM cuz my wallet left RM0. So bad the ATM can't read my card and then I walked all the way to the new wing to withdraw some money. Then we (william, daniel, alvin, aaron and me) gathered at Old Town Kopitiam and had our light breakfast before go goyang giler in Sunway Lagoon. Jessie and Jeannie couldnt come due to transport problem. *sigh* We bought the 'waterpark+amusement park', RM48 each. The very first ride we played is TOMA HAWK! Well, I guess the pirate ship ride is the funnest 1. LoL luckily our saliva didn't drop to the opposite side @_@ yuck! In the waterpark, I'm the most kesian 1. (this is so-called MY birthday outing loh) I kena thrown up and down for dunno how many thousand times. sobz.. my ankle got scratched. The cup ride is super unforgettable too. Pening like ****. This is the most pening i ever get in the cup ride. I hope u all enjoyed that day. Hehe. Thanks for coming tho. And thanks AlvinC for the SO keychain ya! :)

Ok once again, thanks for everything.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Unusual but LOL

Today's mood :>
Okay I'm in office so i gotta make this fast.

I got 2 colleagues n 1 boss in my office. 1 is going out lunch with her fren, 1 is coming in after lunch and the boss is going somewhere. So I'm left alone to have my lonely lunch time.

I walked to the nearby mamak, and on the way, there's a guy in his 30s bumped into me and said "Zhou Meh Lei Gam Leng Geh? Lei Giu Mat Yeh Meng A?" (in English : why are you so beautiful? what's ur name?) And my mind straight away appeared a blog i visited not long ago ( LoL, and then i gave that guy a annoyed "smile"..

i know this kinda idiot appear anywhere..but the point is
yeah, of cuz there's indian who are attractive (ahemz) but JUST NOT HIM! And he can speak cantonese so fluently.. omg! read that, i would be same like her, also give him an advice "wtf!"

ok bye. LOL.

Sunday, October 05, 2008


Today's mood :>
Ok, thanks to Anna for the super long tag so that I can update my blog without Eppahed~ whee~~


[01] Name: Elvie
[02] Nickname: "ah v","ah vie","chairgirl","miss goh","darling","doraevie",...
[03] Married: not yet
[04] Zodiac Sign: Libra
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 22yr11mth13days
[07] High School: SMK Sri Sentosa
[08] College: The One Academy
[09] Height: 160+cm??
[10] Weight: 49.8kg
[11] Do you like yourself: yes when i'm happy, no when i'm not
[12] Piercings: 3 on left ear, 1 on right ear
[13] Right or left: right? right handed?
[14] Are you a freak : i dunno, what u think?
[15] Hair: straight and long, waist length (as for today)
[16] Skin: a bit toned IMO but no skin disease :P
[17] Allergic: none
[18] What are you doing now: replying this tag
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: i wish i can watch movie but who knows..
[20] What will you do 10 years later: ask God :P

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: err, no
[22] Siblings(included you): 4
[23] Eldest: Sis
[24] Youngest: me
[25] Love/hate your family: love lah, it's just i dunno how to show it..paiseh

[26] You found your another half: hmm, not sure whether he's Mr. Right..
[27] If yes, who is he/she: Ho Fu Ken, but see what happen next
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: I have no idea
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: dunno how to count
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): not sure it's real or fake 1
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): 100000..duh! u count 1 ar?
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: cannot say cannot say :P
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: I SAID CANNOT SAY!
[34] Ever argue with your other half: of cuz
[35] You with your other half since: 1 January 2007
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Completely straight...
[37] Reasons you love your other half: hmm maybe he's geek?
[38] You and your other half in which stage: staying together, dunno whether we will go forward or backward
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: i believe im the one woo ppl
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: dunno @_@

[41] Your first best friend: dunno @_@
[42] Your first enemy: dunno @_@
[43] The friend you love the most: dunno @_@ but i think i love Jess Lim
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): no enemy so far..
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: all also beautiful
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: ahemz..i shy ler >///< PM me if u wanna know
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: LCLY
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Ex-boss
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: emm..
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: not best friend la, just good friend :)
[51] If your friend backstab you: fake-fake friend him/her but slowly avoid him/her
[52] If your friend betray you: d1fh
[53] If your friend woo your lover: confront with my lover then
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: depends :P
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: depends too.

[56] Are you a good student: Definately, NOT!
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: no. haha..
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Siao Yen & Man Meng~
[59] Always late to school/college: dragged by somebody 1 :P
[60] Your class: no class
[61] You love your seniors: not love lah aiyoh.. just admire
[62] Senior who you love the most: Ando and Man Meng
[63] Your classmates good/bad: got good got bad lo..
[64] Excellent result classmate: Emily, Ashok, Kai..
[65] Laziest classmate: ahem.. u know urself lo

[66] Smart people: MICHAEL SCOFIELD~~!!!
[67] Stupid people: hmm, can easily spot on the road, see how they drive
[68] Good looking people: girls got alot, but guys...cannot say ler..>///<
[69] Ugly people: Ex-boss (physically and mentally)
[70] Funny people: those who can make me ROLF
[71] Cute people: those who have hati suci
[72] Bad people: Ex-boss
[73] Honest people: Me? lol..
[74] Acting people: hmm can't think of any now..
[75] You are what kind of people: refer to [73]

[76] Lip or eyes: eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous...
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach
[81] Listener or talker: depends on mood
[82] Romantic or rich: romantic
[83] Good husband or Good Father: Good husband (cuz my father is good enuf :P)

[84] Age to get marry: depends on fate..
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2 (prefer girls, heehee)
[86] Career: none.. stay home and got money that type XD
[87] Salary: enough for me to spend
[88] Retirement age: 50 (OH NO! dun wanna imagine that T^T)
[89] Properties value: no idea yet
[90] Wishes: no more global warming

[91] Everybody on my blogroll
[92] Everybody on my blogroll
[93] Everybody on my blogroll
[94] Everybody on my blogroll
[95] Everybody on my blogroll

by the way, just finished this "thing" XD